|Gotta have blue hair|
|Greek Runes: Strength overcoming challenge|
I know it sounds odd but I'm excited to get chemo. I know it is my best shot at real recovery, at getting my life back to normal, because to tell the truth MS has been kicking my ass. I know that it is hard to see how the MS effects me sometimes and that a lot of times I appear relatively unencumbered but when the disease acts up it hits me hard. Like two months ago when I lost control of my hand due to a flare up. It took almost two weeks before I was able to use utensils again. Now things are pretty well back to "normal" but it took a much of steroids, time, and therapy to get there. Each time I have a flare up we never know what the symptoms will be or how long it will take to recover or to what extent I will recover. I'm ready for that not to be the reality I face every few months.